the-emo-girl

2012-02-20T01:00:00.004+08:00

他说得对。。。我哭，我闹，我伤害自己，你会知道，会去管吗？
请你记得，这次是你要拒绝我的。
I tried to communicate tried to do stuff that EMBARRASSED ME MYSELF
punching the wall isn't helping at all
NTH HELPS UNTIL YOU ARE WILLING TO SPEAK TO ME
you don't have to accompany me back anymore if you want to be silent during the whole journey.
i can walk back on my own. i know i can, because i have done it.
you accompanying me back in silence just makes me feel that i AM alone.

WHY MUST I BE THE ONE THAT STARTS A CONVERSATIONS
AND ALL I GET WILL BE COLD COLD REPLY?
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME OR MSG ME JUST TELL ME

真的好想回到过去，我们在一起，开开心心的在一起。。。

2012-02-16T01:08:00.001+08:00

Don't criticize a girl whether its appearance or size. You never know the pain that she's going through when she look in the mirror.

2012-01-10T02:03:00.001+08:00

After o level, people will compare me not to my cousin but to my nephew... At home,parents compare us three.. Spent the most on me but I did the worst..

2012-01-10T01:59:00.001+08:00

Hidden under my blanket, I'm crying... But nobody knows...

2011-11-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

why aren't you replying? :(
feel so down now...
are you doubting your feelings now? :'(

2011-11-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

i am sick.

2011-11-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

your girlfriend is hungry and you don't know it. din ask.
scared you hungry so i ask if you want anything. you said you wan chicken wing. so i bought a chicken wing... from hot turn cold still don't want to eat. tell you its getting cold also don't want to eat.
from mrt station go the other side buy one chicken wing, scared you will not be even 1% full so go another side to buy sushi for you
thought you will appreciate it but to no avail.
know that you like the egg one den chose two for you. not even a word of thanks.
what can i do to make you appreciate?
suddenly go off YOU DID NOT EVEN CARE. FUCK IT YOU DID NOT FUCKING CARE!
WHAT NOW? SO I SUDDENLY GONE SOMEDAY YOU WON'T FUCKING CARE LA!
DUN WANT TO TALK TO ME WHAT CAN I DO?
never go chalet ask you why you say you have your own reason.. so now you don't want to tell me anything? what the fuck?
so i spent my money for nothing?
left $1.35 just now.
walked the other way and felt that i was hungry
nothing i can do bout it. so just bought wad cup noodles to eat.
if i wasn't cuz jason accompanied me back i think my eyes would have been fucking red.
wonder why do i care so much when you don't

2011-11-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

DUN ANGRY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
euu also noe my temper de ma.. especially when im super tired...
i noe euu are having stomachache and stuff but seriously... what can i do?
im tired and i had to slow down cuz i was having side stitch... euu din noe cuz i din tell you..
i was tired so i closed my eyes and walk.. suddenly euu were beside me den you say i was playing... really got frightened by you...
aft tt euu just walked with jason.. nvm lo..
sorry lor i rush you den i walk slowly cuz was having stitches.
sorry lor i "played" cuz i just wanted to rest my eyes.
sorry lor.. din let you watch finish your 10 pm show..

all i wanted was just a hug..

2011-11-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

mum asked me if i gt confidence in going to poly..
i dunno what to tell her..

2011-10-31T08:24:00.001+08:00

you don't know whats happening inside of my body
i might even die from it..

2011-10-31T00:32:00.001+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS LIFE KNNBCCB! FUCK !

2011-10-31T00:31:00.001+08:00

YOU PROMISED YOU PROMISED YOU FUCKING PROMISED!

FUCK!

2011-10-31T00:05:00.004+08:00

no mood to sleep no mood to do chem no mood for anything.
she must feel so proud to always be the topic for our argument.
wonder whats with you today simple joke.. and you gave me a harsh answer.
wth.. i thought i was the one who could not take jokes.. you can't too?
aiya.
i'll just stare in to space until my brain stops working.
tmr morning shall go to some void deck? to study.
fml and these kind of stuff happening.

2011-10-28T10:48:00.001+08:00

我不觉得我要求很多呀。。。
我只是想要你give more attention to me 而已呀。。。
不要keep sending me one word reply 而已吗。。
有这么难吗？
why keep sending me one word reply?

2011-10-18T00:10:00.001+08:00

Now replying to ur messages.. I'm just crying...

2011-10-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

i am going to be awake until you contact me. even if i have to wait until tomorrow

2011-10-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

我就不相信你有这么小气！

2011-10-17T22:53:00.001+08:00

CAN YOU FUCKING CONTACT ME A NOT?

2011-10-17T22:20:00.001+08:00

I won't talk to you until you start a conversation with me. Please be reminded that o level is approaching. For me to keep on thinking and being worried about you will only make the percentage of me retaining higher..

2011-10-17T21:48:00.001+08:00

You do not know when am I serious when am I not? Well, I shall tell you now. I wasn't serious about wanting to throw that fucking eraser at your head. I expected it to drop downwards. I was dead serious that I want to be alone just now. Where were you when I sat there and cry? Where were you when I needed you? You answer for yourself. Yesterday night asked me to help you with river I say can just now din bring your book down , nevermind cuz Jason using. After that he not using anymore asked euu if you want me to help you say no need. What the hell? First you want me to help after that say dun wan. Now even hitting the wall can't help me... What to do? Next thing you know, I'll be dead.

2011-10-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

is sending me a message such a chore now?

2011-10-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

TRYING TO SMILE THROUGH MY TEARS...
HIDING THEM... ALL THE WAY FROM THAT PLACE TILL NOW...
LETTING THEM ALL OUT NOW...

I LOVE YOU but do you?

2011-10-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

what? my message den ignore till shuang shuang.. don't know how to reply
made me worried for nothing lor.. see you walking to the shelter area with jason and aaron.. nvm i dun care
call you and tell you i'm sitting down
you say no so i just squat down
thought you would walk even a lil bit faster but you did not
you still strolled. i sat down and you still strolled..
when you reached to my side you said " i thought i say dun sit down"
you ever thought about why i sat down anot?
you expect me to stand there waiting for you to STROLL to my side?
claimed to be fast
i friggin told you i was going to reach 10 mins before i actually reached and i still had the time to walk quite a distance.
10 mins if you walked FAST you would have REACHED ON TIME.
so you mean your fast was merely my strolling speed?
then wad was that when you kept up with my speed just now?
really. i seriously wonder what am i to you..
you don't talk to me i won't talk anymore
sometimes i talk i also don't know if you know of my existence anot..
if you do you wouldn't ignore me, not talk to me.
can you like let me know if you know of my existence?
if you care.. just try messaging me.. first... not reply to my message
but try to send me a message..
its really affecting everything. that is what happens when i get too worried...

2011-10-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

o lvl approaching..
cant bring myself to study.. hmm...
WHY?

2011-09-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

everytime see you like always gt topic to talk with other girls...
you don't know how i feel huh?
see her holding your phone, makes me really want to snatch it away and throw it on the floor
just now jitiao no mood do.
kept damn fucking quiet. maybe "whats wrong?" is really a fucking difficult phrase to say huh.
i din punched the wall, i slid my fist on the surface of the wall with great force and it kinda hit that thing.
kinda sobbed on the way home and you din care.
got angry and i kicked the stone stand, elbowed the wall.
wanted to hug but i cant and i don't think you want it anymore...

maybe im turning into lonelygirl94.

maybe you don't care anymore...

2011-09-25T19:46:00.004+08:00

why must i be the one who needs to start a conversation with you in order for you to talk to me?
in the cc waited for you to talk to me, euu din talk so i talked to aaron.
go koufu, nice man.. ppl go back thing come back den euu asked me if i want to eat
in the bus, keep playing on iphone, euu din noe wad was i doin
got off the bus euu still din talk so just walk
keep walking behind me, think i like it?
knocked the poles 28 times den euu noe what to do huh?
instead of holding me back, you just pushed my hand away
wow.
after that after knocking on 30+ poles you grabbed
my arm.
i knew i cant do anything but just to clench my fist
i clenched my fist on the whole journey under that block
you din noe.
and i did not expect the skin of my palm to tear off.
i showed you my palm, you said nothing but stare.
in the lift.
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I FUCKING WANT TO HUG YOU
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING TALK TO YOU
you just kept quiet.

我知道我不值得你的时间，不值得你的爱。但是你以前所做的一切，你要把它白白浪费掉吗？
你因该不知道我多么的想跟你好好的说话，不知道我多么想把以前的我们找回来。。
Don't feel like messaging you sometime to ask whr are you and blah blah blah cuz feel that that will make euu feel like i am over-controlling you. but i still send it because i am worried... worried that something had happened to you cuz you din send me any messages, worried that you are angry with me. Sometimes, after i sent it, i wait for 15 min... 20min.. 30min... the longer i wait, the more worried and frustrated i become. Maybe you don't know .. but i have anger management problem.... im short tempered..
but i'm sure you din noe that i can only be angry at anyone for only a very short period of time, maybe 5min. sometimes even after 5min im still angry, its not that i am really angry but its just that i don't see that you realised im angry at you or at anything.

2011-09-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

why are you not with me when i needed you the most...

2011-09-19T22:27:00.001+08:00

its ur dnt paper tmr and i cant help with anything... feel so useless..

sorry..

2011-09-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

please don't leave me.. i'm sorry for my action... i am a bitch... i don't want you to leave...
i will change... this time i will really try my very best! please trust me please
i don't want to be alone... i'm scared of being alone.. please... i don't want this relationship to end... not now... not ever... i broke a promise with elleen... i cried alone... im scared of you breaking up with me... im scared of break ups now... im a bitch im sorry... i am a bitch A FUCKING BITCH! .. sorry...

2011-09-15T00:06:00.001+08:00

Why does it hurt so much..?

2011-09-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

sometimes.. i jst feel that your don't care anymore...
not that i want it.. but my tears just fall...
maybe you will see this maybe you won't..
its just so difficult.. i don't know when are you happy when are you sad..
wan to study but keep thinking of you
sometimes feel that you treat me indifferently from anyone else...
Don't you care at all?

2011-09-08T23:46:00.005+08:00

Thanks dear dear and dear and jk for celebrating my birthday today!
&&
got my wishes through
159 wall posts
2 fb chats
15 sms
bernice and friends singing happy birthday through the phone
lurve euu guys!!

thanks all of you for letting me have the best celebration today
and the cake was REALLLLLLLLLLY nice~~
THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS TOO!!!!!!

<33 euu all esp dear dear and dear!

2011-08-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

even if you are angry with me
just tell me la
ignore ignore ignore...
think its fun to play a guessing game?

I was using ur phone to tweet la...

2011-08-09T23:48:00.001+08:00

When i'm gone, you won't even realise it.

2011-08-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

you should have known me long enough to know when i am playing and when i am not.
fancy messaging you asking you you really dun wan to accompany me up. you knowing i am afraid of taking the elevator up alone at night and still let me go up alone.
ignore me since we got there until i reach home
you are happy that you did it ain't you? ignoring me for the whole day
message you, din even reply.
what you want me to do? might as well let me go back home alone next time.
don't need send me back already. I know fully what to do.
lets see how long you will ignore me.
Can't believe i cry on national day.. AND ITS BECAUSE OF YOU.

2011-08-05T22:35:00.001+08:00

Scorpio and Virgo: The Virgo-Scorpio couple is loyal and deep with very strong ties. Usually this couple will stay away from crowds; they aren't inclined to go to parties or dances but alone they can form a very fulfilling union.

2011-08-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

you weren't like this last time..

2011-08-05T20:30:00.002+08:00

so what am i supposed to do?
you tell me.
i hate this kind of feeling...
“你可以不要每次这样吗？” cant believe this sentence came out of your mouth
so i threw the pen and you got angry and did not want to talk to me
and so i just might as well go and sit by myself.
you are angry with me and i am sitting there with you.
I don't want to do anything stupid to make you even more angry but i just moved and you stopped me, much more angry.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AT THIS TIME, THIS PLACE?
you went out with the guys and left me in the cc
I wanted to go home but yp asked me to stay and wait for you
i waited for you and u sent me back.
like tt might as well i go back on my own...
although you accompanied me back i still feel like i am going back by myself..
nvr talk or anything
am i supposed to read your mind or sth?
wth...
DID YOU EVEN ASK WHY AM I LIKE THAT? NO.
I don't even think you care.

*fxcked up*

2011-07-25T22:25:00.001+08:00

2011-07-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

THE REASON WHY I DISLIKE HER IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
THE REASON WHY I LOVE YOU IS UNEXPLAINABLE! <3

2011-07-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

PHYSICAL PAIN CAN NEVER TAKE OVER EMOTIONAL PAIN

2011-07-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

haven't really cried for a long time... its out again today..
i had experience that kind of pain before and i really DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN
but im scared..
im just scared that euu might lose interest..
hearing ppl talking bout euu and her
and seeing you and her tgt in class.. made me really very... fucked up.
sometimes will feel that euu dun care about me...
ignore me...
i feel dumb...
just now .. was filled will anger and sadness
after crying... whole body just feel like its not mine anymore... just really wanna hurt myself to take away the anger within me...
clenching my fist was to make me relax... and it gave me pain... which is what i wanted to achieve
in the end... had to count to 100 to relax myself..
im tired of putting on a mask in school...
tired of her
tired of stories
but when im unhappy
i tend to be fuckin quiet...and irritated
and ppl will be like what happen to you? why so quiet?
its not so easy to be happy..
i want to be really happy too, who doesn't?
haix.. whatever...
last time wake up will think " i'm happy to be alive!"
now... " one more day to the day of my death."

-you've changed...-

2011-07-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

really wanna give up on everything... everything is pulling me down.. like a stone tied to my chest .... who can motivate me? i need to go for anger management program again... really tired of trying to hurt myself... not wanting to get sick... not wanting to have scars again... can you help me? can anyone help me?

2011-06-16T17:36:00.001+08:00

How I wish euu actually know how much I've missed euu over the past few days... When I study I can't help but to keep thinking if euu're doing fine... When you say you're eating I can't help but to keep thinking if your are eating well... At night when euu are sleeping, I keep thinking if euu are sleeping well, if you are comfortable... Everything is about you.. You ..you..

2011-06-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

Today, or yesterday, baby panda went for work
well... he said it was boring and tiring
he had to climb frm 48 floor to 5 floor
*half dead*
Panda sick le ><
sleeping le.. haix..

*get well soon baby panda <3

2011-06-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

happy 4th month, boyfriend♥ :)
HHHHHHUUUUUUUUUIIIIIIIII YYYYYYYYYYUUUUUUUU
LOVES
YOU!

2011-05-14T19:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday LAST DAY OF MID YEAR ♥☺
ve so wu liaoss
ytd mdm liao tell me poa din do tt good...sadded...
aft tt mrs ong tell me chem not tt good EMO DIE ME...
well. aft tt went to bernice hse
watched videos and bathe and get ready to go to bugis
reached bugis and waited for jiawen
aft tt went to eat subway!
aft tt watched fast & furious 5
SUPER NICE
den
dendenden
went to walk ard bugis street
bernice bought her clothes and we bus-ed to her house and i took my uniform and HOME SWEEEEEEEET HOMEEEEEEEEEE

tdy woke up at 10~11
den watched videos and went to cc to slack with bbbbbf
☺☻☺☻♥

2011-04-28T19:46:00.002+08:00

you've chosen the wrong person...
i am one violent girl...
whatever i say...
everytime i talk..
i tend to not think it over first...
trying not to say sorry.. but seeing you sad...
i don't know what else to say...
especially when its... because of me..

mid year tomorrow and i have yet to revise...

fuck it...
what kind of life is this
making us deprive of childhood and next time deprive of a space to work in singapore?

2011-04-15T22:33:00.001+08:00

fuck you la bitch...
you don;t even deserve all that shit luh
fucker...

2011-04-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

today was aweeesooome!!! except for the later parts...
well... went to school and i finally studied!
did my work and hand up to teacher...
aft sch, went kim keat with jiawen eat and to cc.
studied for awhile and lost focus
played with itouch while waiting for kenny
kenny came with koi and off to sch @ 1330hrs
delivered koi to bernice
slack at sjab room
speech day!
was nervous going up the stage to take the award
it went on smoothly
performances were AWESOME!
and den aft everything, wait for bernice and jw
aft tt went to central kfc
ate and did some weird stuffs
aft tt bused to lor 7 market
bought things and go south.
enjoyed playing with DILYS QUEK
until my mom spammed call me .
fuck it.
and den went home ...

sorry boyfriend for walking fast and not talking just now...
was damn pissed with my mum...
<3

2011-04-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

happy 2nd month, boyfriend!
thanks for being with me and enduring with the pain euu suffer when im stress and stuff
Love euu lots! :)
我两岁了！

;dear.. dun be unhappy alrights, things wont be able to be settled if euu are constantly being brainwashed by others
believe in yourself and listen to your heart
stay happy, alrights? Think positively! will be by your side when you need me, share your problems and dun keep it to yourself... euu might explode if one day! share your problems we can help you! :)
dun care bout what they said.

2011-03-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

have been dead for awhile now..
well....

went out to study
night, bernice & jw meet me at south
went home tgt
they sleptover at my hse
went pasar malam
bought loads of stuffs
12++ bernice went to sleep while jw and me played on
aft tt sleep
next day
SJAB & HOPE flag day
quite fun, went around tpy asking for donation
aft awhile very bored le...
den blah blah den mdm sri sent us to tpy
ate mac
went home change, went out to study

ahsss shall skip to today..
today....
zzz.zzz...zzzz.....
meet shanneen late again..
reached at 0714
went to sch with shanneen and amanda mummy
well... while we were walking... and amanda playing with her phone,
SHE...
STEP...
ON...
A...
C-O-C-K-R-O-A-C-H!
COCKROACH
and the sound of it being squashed was like...
*crisp**crisp*
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lol...
ok...
aft recess, bernice, dona, jiahwee and me went to take our N level cert
ITS BLUE <3
yays..

2011-03-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

lol.. you think i actually care?
hahs... just pity tt person :>

2011-03-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Saturday, March 12, 2011
meet elleen early in the morning to eat
den she came my hse to slack awhile...
aft tt meet the guys and went yishun safra to play pool
finally noe how to play pool(:
the guys play pool like so stress luhh...
wonder how they shoot so zhun one...

Sunday, March 13, 2011
went out with bernice and zs kor
wanted to meet bernice at tpy red circle
but was late so just bused down to braddell and asked her to meet me inside tpy train (second last door)
well... i forgot there are two second last doors so at tpy, she was at the other end...
opps :x
so.. she wanted us to meet at novena but i received the sms late
so we met at newton
finally! we found each other
trained to orchard... somerset? and walked to cine
bought tickets for big momma and went to arcade to play while waiting for zs kor
played basketball, jubeat
den kor kor came so we went to play pool
when they playing face so serious
scary..
well.. aft playing pool, went koufu to eat
and go cinema to watch big momma
so nice luhh..
funny...
aft tt sent bernice to macpherson
and kor pei me slack at staircase...
aft tt go home..

Monday, March 14, 2011
stupid day...
well...
had dance till 5~6
accompanied jessica to eat
and bused back
duno why suddenly no mood...
sorry boyfriend...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011
woke up late so din go for poa
bathong din told me dance canceled so i went to sch for nth..
aft tt 2 plus plus too hungry den i just went home put things down and went to buy food..
super boring day...
come back up eat, surf net
4++ went opp sch to wait for bernice...
waited for 1hr++ (according to bernice)
bused to inter and trained to serangoon
ate LJS again
and went for tuition
tuition today quite fun
well.. aft tuition bused back down to tpy
meet boyf and he sent me back home...

*Don't be so emo...i dun like to see you not smiling...please?*

2011-03-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

long time no update me blog!!!!
lol..
my common test did reaaaaaalllllllllyyyyy badly..
promised a lot of ppl tt i will do well for my MYE !
jia you jia you!!!

must remember... no one can help you 100% if you don't give your 101%.

2011-03-02T21:54:00.001+08:00

BOYFRIENDDDDDD♥♥♥
Happy 1st Month! =D
♥020211♥

2011-02-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

damn you, bitch.

2011-02-14T21:38:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND DEEP DEEP! =D

2011-02-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

memories flowed back ...
she is laughing at her tears she shed for him..
and crying at the laughter they shared.

2011-02-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

went for math tuition today!
meet jiawen @ interchange
den bused to bernice's house.
bused to kovan
den wen to mac slack slack
aft tt 11+++ went for tuition while bernice bring jw to mrt station
tuition was quite.. alright? :)
managed to do some questions
and some ... careless mistakes...
half way through.. checked phone... phone kena spammed by alot of ppl
after tuition went down to mac to meet bernice, jiawen and my love rival.
bernice felt awkward~
I felt awkward~
den
train-ed to bishan
ate kfc
bought my socks
and went to 205
BLAHBLAH
and home
=D
<3 boyfwennn

2011-02-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

HAVE
TO
START
STUDYING.

2011-02-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

Mine.
Not.
Yours.

Get.
Lost...

.><.

hate this feeling .><.

2011-02-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PERFORMANCE TODAY WAS ALRIGHT!!!
DID NOT MADE ANY MISTAKE
SHOOOO HAPPY!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
PPL COMING OVER SOON!

2011-01-30T09:31:00.001+08:00

i actually cried for you...

2011-01-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

last week chem test
last friday chinese test
yesterday phy test
today geog test, ss test, english spelling
tmr poa test
friday math test...

chem test... did alright... passed but not very good...
chinese test anyhow do..
phy test quite simple...
geog test quite easy for me
ss test FAIL
english spelling full marks..
POA TEST to me CFM very difficult
Math test... not sure..

wow...
so many test in one week..
make me very stress...
howhow?

2011-01-26T22:12:00.001+08:00

nahh... when did she become one of my gans?

2011-01-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

will you ever feel or even know how i felt?

2011-01-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

she has moved on...
what about you?

2011-01-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

BWABWUR!!!!!!!!
299 DAYS MORE!!!!!
NO DISCOUNT.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

I SHLD'VE BOUGHT THE FRIGGIN SONY ERICSSON PHONE
NOKIA U SUCK

2011-01-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

3000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 DAYS MORE

2011-01-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

today got back o lvl math result
i gt D7...
was like.. wan cry cannot cry..
well.. aft tt went central to buy koi and eat kfc with bernice
den blah blah
meet kor at popular
bus-ed home
home
home
home..
..
..
..
BAHHHH
301 days more~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-07T23:29:00.004+08:00

have to start studying...
AHHHHHHHH NGEE ANN AH NGEE ANNNNNN
WHY SO LOWWWWWWWWWWWWW
9POINTS LEH !!!!!!!!

2011-01-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

多么希望你是对的人 ♥♥.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-06T20:04:00.003+08:00

went temasek polytechnic today
overall.. quite boring...
din intend to go to temasek..
walked around with bernice
den at 4, made our way to busstop
bus-ed to interchange to meet korkor
and den we went somewhere
fell asleep again..
aft tt bus-ed home with kor
kept on making me laugh o.o
hmm..
korrrrrrr 302 DAYS more~
lalas~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now..

2011-01-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

tdy another boring day at sch~
math lesson was alright, did some exercise on graphs
den had english diagnostic test.. had to write a compo with about 200 words
did it in bout 30 min... just wrote about what i did during holidays.
aft tt double pe
had some conditioning and aft tt played handball..
aft recess poa... had to do target setting
den chinese
chinese... teacher went through one bao dao
and we had to write a compo about how we felt...
assembly was BORINGGGGGG
talks by teachers
sian sian sian...
aft tt cca
den aft cca waited for kor at bus stop...
went cc to change and walked to rc...
korkor helped me with math and my chinese compo~
aft tt kinda played with webcam
den go home~nth to do now...
LALALALALA
KOR 303 DAYS MORE!!!!!!!!
RAWRRRRRRRRR
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

really feel like when i was in sec 3 or 4...
everytime im angry or sad
the wall will always be in pain...
punched the wall...
angry..
sad...
fk... the other half of me is showing up again...

well... went out to run just now...
chest pain...
friggin... pain...

2011-01-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

tdy sch super boring...
nth to do for whole day...
aft sch went central with kumi and jh
to bank in moneh, buy rubberband and eat
aft tt went back sch with kumi to get her bag
and wanted to go south de... but mum called so need to go off early...

just now talked to korkor awhile
den he started to emo...
really think tt its my fault ...
sorry

2011-01-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

2011-01-03T21:23:00.001+08:00

OH YA YOU DIN NOE TT WAD U JUST DID CAN GET URSELF JAILED? WOW

2011-01-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

shall write normally now...
tt kind of ppl. not worth my time.. lawls. pigs. never heard of the real side of me ehs.. this is friggin 2011 and u are not even in a friggin sch u bitch
BLAH

well.. went to cut my hair just now
i dun like it ><...
den blahblah
aft tt meet korkor
and walked in popular for awhile
den took 232 and went south cc there
den walked long way home
and went to staircase there to stone
stone.
mum called.
stone.
ppl tot he my stead
lawls.
den blah blah and im home and i read bout sth bout me frm some imaginary ppl
wow

2011-01-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

oh ya
erm
i don't care if you quit.
I WILL BE SO DAMN HAPPY.
seriously.

oh hey dummy
you have to return the uniform .. dumb...
rich den return the moneh
dumb ass.

childish....
fag

2011-01-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

dear fcker,
hey bitch, i am not a kid anymore i WONT FUCKING CRY CUZ OF WHAT YOU THINK OF ME
what? YOU THINK IM STILL LIKE IN SEC 2?
i wont even WASTE MY TIME TO FUCKING HATE YOU
waste my TIME and my ENERGY hating you for what
u made urself sound so pitiful in front of ppl
come on luh... EUU ASK UR SELF UH
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HELP ME U BITCH
fat ass..
i do not HATE you
i just treat you as one transparent GLASS
YOU WILL REGRET MEETING ME AND MAKING ME YOUR FRIEND
bitch
sucky english.

To tt bastard tt is currently sad tt i took away what you think you should've gotten
you did not went for your trainings euu skipped ur trainings
i did nothing wrong
its not my fault tt im using MY authorities to train them
you suck.

To all u haters
i don't care about what you think
i only have 3 words for you
go to hell.
2 more
stay there.

NEHHHHHHH FUCK YOU.

2011-01-02T21:23:00.001+08:00

tdy watched Gulliver's travel in 3D with JW and BERNICE
superrrrr nice
lol..

well... walk walk ard cineleisure den go tpy buy my shoe
shoooooo small.
><

den bused home
and BLAH
im home.

2011-01-02T01:03:00.001+08:00

you suck.

2011-01-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

Its just you.

2011-01-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

went to shanneen house for new year lunch
@ 1330 hrs ^^
hmm...
miaoru reached first den followed by me, yewpeng, dewi and jh
watched winnie the pooh, spongebob the movie and wizard of oz
half of the time i was asleep
lol..
quite chaotic over there just now
and ppl talking bout sick stuff
lol..
my pacifier was being pulled out of my mouth by SHANNEEN MALUSAY alot of times...
well.. overall quite fun luhh
and have headache now.. =.=
zzz...

oh.. korkor having fever...
hope he get well soon><...
♥

2011-01-01T12:28:00.002+08:00

well im awake now~
so i can think of more stuffs~
2010 was a year full of tears joy and pain
but behind all tt i always have a friend supporting me and well... have a lesson to learn
lurve euu ppl~
♥bernice
♥jiawen
♥dona
♥kumi
♥shanneen
♥chiamin
♥miaoru
♥zhan soon
♥kenny
♥kai xiang
♥xiiang
♥peijun
♥jolie
♥elleen
♥♥xinyuancc♥♥
ppl tt i din say ur name~ sowwie but i lurve euu ppl too~

2011-01-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

2010 over le =(
but bad memories are like in the past now :D
waiting for good memories to accumulate and bad stuff be washed away
lalas..
♪♫♥♥♥♥♥

2010-12-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

25 dec went to buy books and meet korkor
books cost total of around $93.65?
hahs... buy finish le den pei him go koufu eat
did loads of stupid stuffs there lorx..
like mumbling "scissors, paper, stone" when i saw 2 little kids playing tt
lol..
den we walked ard tpy central
went to shop and save and he bought me
WOODS' peppermint cough syrup for my Christmas
lol.. thanks uh
aft tt he accompanied me home
and i played maple till night.

26dec... was having fever...

27~28 working.

29 dec~ flag day, qx birthday
morning did my Flag Day thingy
was still using my eye contact
i did not ask anyone
lol..
aft flag day
rushed home to bathe and rushed out to meet qx to pass him his present.
aft tt meet CM for lunch @ AMK pepperlunch.
den she ate durian pancake which for me is... eww..
the pancake is nice... but i dun like durian.
well.. aft tt we went to ntuc to buy grapes for her grandmother
den train-ed to Yishun with her
and waited for the chartered bus to thehospital
aft tt train-ed back to tpy and well...
my instinct led me to kor
lol...
den i bring him go someone to slack with me
in the end
i cried..
and he din noe wad to do~
hahs..
aft i relax abit le
we started to listen to songs
den i fell asleep for awhile there.. =x
time to go home~
slept in the bus again...
lol..
haix..
now half asleep le..
gonna sleep
nitex..

2010-12-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

today work in the morning~ BLAH *shall skip that*
aft work, went to taka to buy cake for jw :)
strawberry shortcake
well.. bernice was rushing me
so i buy and rushed to cineleisure to meet them
met them outside cine and we went in again
took neoprints
aft tht
bernice and dona went to look for place to celebrate her birthday
me and jw went to buy earrings
its like everytime i go cine i sure will go buy at least one pair of earring de lo...
=.=
well.. aft that we go restaurant to celebrate her birthday
shooooooo fun
wanted to stay out till later.. but mum called so cant stay out late.. :(
well.. i met bernice tay at bus stop and she did not recognize me at first lol..
aft that we took same bus and go home tgt =D
talked quite alot cuz...4 years no see
HAHS
NITEX ALL~ <3 you (you know who)

2010-12-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

hmm... quite a ffew ppl complained i nvr update my blog><
so i shall update nao! =D
well.. for the pastt few days i worked at my cousin's law firm.. it was quite ok, abit stress onli
40% of my time stoning 20% working 40% disturbing and sleeping
lawls.. well.. quite tired..
den friday! 17/12/2010
had our X'mas celebration... quite nice ..
but was late.. as usual... den rushed my work decorating..
good thing i did it fast (:
den watch performance... mostly dance, ITS WAS SUPER NICE LA
I WANNA DANCE LIKE THEM TOO ><
haixxxxxxx..
well... as timewont stop, it was time to change and go to sch
got more nervous and nervous...
well... i did alright (:
2 grade four, 3 grade three and 1 grade 2
lol..
promoted to sec 5
i cried
hahas.. tears of joy (':
aft thatwent to cc to meet shanhui
and den bus-ed to 205
talk and eat awhile den i rushed to take mrt to toa payoh...
meet bernice and gang and we went cineleisure watched narnia
super niceee
cried at the ending
(':
lol..
hmm... aft that bought some earrings den come back tpy eat kfc
den go interchange meet qx
and den he sent me back and i am now at home, half asleep D=
lol..
TMR HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY!!!!!
NITEX ALL!

2010-12-06T21:23:00.001+08:00

FUCKING SPOILT BRAT

2010-12-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

supposed to meet shanneen at 10
but woke up late.. so i received ... 16 missed calls, 7 msg from her
and meet at at 11.31
lol..
went central eat den train-ed to changi
loads of ppl there
wanna see beast but kena blocked
lol...
den someone fell and i forgot who helped her up!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh
yoseob covered his face...
so sad lorx..
and suddenly feel very short..
aft that went expo to walk ard
played with the toys there
den go back tpy
buy mother's bag
and went pasar malam to walk ard
aft that come home

2010-11-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

heh.. someone complained i nvr update blog
so im updating now!!!
well... sunday had dance performance
did some wrong moves
but overall, still ok :)
monday and tuesday had hospital attachment
gonna be attached to hospital for like 5 days... till friday
made quite a few friends frm nyp
and np
:D
some visitors actually thought i frm police or cisco
lol... what happen to sjab?'
quite boring in the first few hours
den the patients quite nice also
can talk to them derhx
:)
tmr another day
smile smile
hmm gonna sleep liaossssssssssss
nitex

2010-11-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

Had been working for pass few days
no work today =D

had a class gathering (6J'06) at ION.
only 12 came (including me)
at 1 met kylene, miaoyun and sheryl at mrt station
aft that walk around ION while waiting for the guys
found the guys and we walk for a long time to look for Swensens
difficult to find
got lost for awhile
den found it and shared food with kuo min, BBQ half chicken
eat finish, took some pics
train-ed to dhoby ghaut
went cathay watched Megamind 3D.
quite nice
hmm...
aft that sent miao yun to MRT station
and accompanied kylene to her hotel
forced the guys to take pics
and went to kylene's room
talk talk
lyk 7++
go home
(:
4 years nvr see them lerhx
changed alot..

2010-11-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

my fish died at 10am today..
R.I.P my fish...
T.T

ohoh
morning meet dona and trained to tiong bahru meet my cousin
den she brought us to SEAB
hmm..
work there quite nice
sit in air con room look at papers
hmms...
lunch ate chicken rice
and den went back
blah blah..
and we did ot..
had to sort out the O level papers
quite... easy?
well..
aft that train-ed to tpy
bought my earpiece and mcflurry
and bused home
lalas...
ohoh
saw him just now
(:

2010-11-06T23:28:00.001+08:00

YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD

2010-11-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

went to the doctor's just now...
found out i had urticaria (hives)...
allergic to dust lol..
haix.. sad case
...
ohoh total fee only $6.20.. lol
was inside for lyk 1hr++ just to see doctor which is like 5min
and buy medicine which is like 20min...
waiting time super long...
had fever ytd